What do I want to do with my life. Isn't that a question that should have been answered years ago? Probably but, now I get to figure it out again. There just aren't that many jobs out there for Secretary/administrative assistants/everything else I did at my old job....but, I don't really want to do that again. I guess that's cause I was treated so badly for YEARS at my old job and I'm just afraid of getting into something like that again. Plus I feel like I'm such a creative and imaginative person but, how do you put that into a job. I love to do photography but, how do I make that into a job? I'd love to do something like sell my pictures on line or something like that but, that wouldn't bring in the money I would need to survive. So I'm stuck...and unhappy and most days...all day I just feel like crying.
Then I start to think of things I want to do in a few weeks...in a few months and I get worried that if I have a job and I ask for time off with no real vacation time that they would fire me..... *sigh*
I did do some stitching on Mirabilia's Halloween Fairy the other day but, I ended up having to frog out most of what I did cuase the last time I worked on the piece a year or so ago I had put the wrong floss on the needled so when I picked it up I had no idea and just started stitching away. Hopefully I'll have somthing more to show next time.