Thursday, August 4, 2005

Nothing but a stupid idiot

That is how I'm treated at work. Like I'm nothing better than a stupid idiot who doesn't know what they are doing. My bosses favorite thing to say to me is 'if you can't do it we'll find someone who can.' I ended up leavnig early it tears today. I tried to talk to my boss but, his trick is to pretend like he doesn't here you so he doesn't have to deal with you/the problem. Who knows I told him that I was leaving for all I know I'll go in tomorrow and get fired.

I'm just so tired of they way everything has been going lately. I know I'm not happy with my life. Nothing has turned out they way I wanted. I'm living in a condo that is to small for me and DH but, I can't convince him to move. We have no kids so we have no family. All I've ever wanted was a child to share things with. Some one has been stealing our mail. I ordered something on line and it was stolen. The company tells me it was delivered so they won't send out another and they won't give me my money back. I'm ready to thow in the towel and give up.

Later

Sorry for the rant. I feel a little better. I say little till I have to go into work tomorrow. I'm just scared of things lately that I'm frightened to do anything. :(

I've been stitching on my HP Bear yesterday and today. Yesterday it was just so hot when I got home that I couldn't even go into the computer room to scan him and post him. Hopefully it will be cooler tonight and I'll have a new pic up of him.


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I did some updating of my links on the side. I added a link for my 2004 and 2005 finishes. I'm also working on a new Wish List that I'll have posted soon. I also a while ago added a guestmap to my blog. So feel free to mark the map. I'd love to know where everyone who is reading my blog is from.

7 comments:

Bastet said...

We all need to rant once in awhile. :) So go ahead and let it all out. It's better than keeping it all inside. I know that one from experience. Try to focus on a few things that seem to be going right. Like the Potter Bear, Mermaid Heaven, Earth Angel etc. The Red Sox, Football season is coming up in a few weeks....I'm sure you can come up with a few more.....

Big Hugs!

Jersey Mom said...

Chin up Jenn! Sometimes you find that the most amazing and wonderful things are really in front of your eyes.
:)
Petra

Zohrah said...

Hello Jenn,

If you hated your job...get another one. And if someone have been stealing your mails...have it mail to a post box. I know it is troublesome but it is better than not getting them at all. Above all...rants as much as you like as bottling it up would just be no good for you.

....Lotz of hugzz coming your way :)

Carol said...

Hope your day went OK today... felt bad for you when I started reading this entry. As you know, I sure don't think you are a stupid idiot {{{hugs}}}

Love ya!

Bastet said...

ooooo!!!!! HP Bear is really close! Put those tap shoes on! :D

karensff said...

I'm so sorry to hear that you are going through a hard time at work. I hope that things get better soon. HP bear is looking great.

Anonymous said...

I wish i were there to give you a hug! Sounds like you could use a few! well, this is the first time I have read your blog, and I like you rstitching! keep it up!
happy stitching!
-Joy-